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I'ma include some recent stuff to get it off' my chest-equivalent <.< >.>

So, eegh. I recently found out someone's been creeping around lying about me and endangering my actual life this way. That's pretty stressful. Also, they've been involved in tearing up a community I've been subbed to (and kindof its instance too), so that's just (sarcastically) lovely. On the other paw, I got some blockers out of the way and may be able to get some life help soonish. I feel ill just thinking about that sort of thing (phone calls, going places) sooo... might "procrastinate" for a day or a week v.v

[Josh and abuser who's been targetting me, don't read this part] Also, it friggin' hurts to have a special kind of loneliness just festering all' my life. I'm on some total "different wavelength" from everycritter else and will clearly never be understood and when anyone tries to help or connect with me at all they get most everything wrong, sometimes insistently so. So, people think they understand me (possibly better than I do, which is usually quite offensive) and mostly make things worse. If I tell more, they get more wrong. So I just can't connect with anyone. Bleh.

I've got a constant supply of these, though. So that's nice, I guess 🤷 🫴 🍬 shares Jolly Ranchers

Oh, and I've got nobody to talk to just in general 😅 [Sarcasm] Tons of fun. Just gotta put on some background noise (DoshDoshington doshing Factorio @.@) and try to find something distracting to play that my laptop can handle @.@