feck_it

Aren't dirt bikes a viable alternative unless it rains? They are made for difficult dirt roads if I am not wrong.

And in english not less.

I watch RT Games too but like Kevin's new stuff more, different strokes for different folks I guess.

I was kind of addicted to pimple popping videos, mini terrarium and horse shoe ones are cool too.

I hate screamer and mumbled streamers so won't watch any of them if I can do literally anything else. But I frequent "Call me Kevin" on Youtube, his edited videos are production quality but in my opinion his streams are top notch too.

Texas seems like hell on earth, God.

Surely knows how to relax

Always hot tea in thin waisted little glasses. If I drink in a good place it is "rabbit blood". I am from Turkey.

If future robots can lift and clean their residents being taken care by a robot seems better than looking for care workers who won't or can't do their jobs in full capacity for reasons

Oh i see! My brain read "feet" for some reason. Thank you!

I am sorry but how did you get that? They are a fluffy cutie to me to be honest.

Surely it will paint a picture to people who enjoys psychology and how it effects mindfulness so here goes my life story i guess, tldr is at the end.

First of all, I am not diagnosed with anything other than anxiety and depression so i can't say that i have ADHD nor i am autistic, at least to some degree. But i felt clearly distressed whenever I tried to meditate to practice mindfulness instead of "having worries over small possibilities" and hereby said feck all this. Almost a year ago I am informed that If I feel uncomfortable I repeatedly t-t-t-t with my mouth. Apparently it is weird to my colleagues. So I imagined that has to be my answer to stress at my job and left at that. (My job is secure as it gets that I wish I could branch out but can not lol) Then today I saw this article and all that parts in my life clicked perfectly. Thanks me for being my own life coach today. If you read to this part thank you too!

Tldr: I just remembered that i am actually more stressed when trying to do nothing. I stim when I am stressed. I think this can be classified as active meditation. I can be wrong.