I don't have insurance because it costs $600 a month. So again that's not an option. Gaming addiction? These are my current fixations that bring some tiny joy in this miserable existence so I'm not sure how that is considered 'addiction', especially in an autistic community. Also wasn't really looking for help. Just being seen/heard/understood is more than I get anywhere so I thought I could post here. Sorry if that was wrong.
IvyRaven
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I can wing cooking something. Essentially I riff out a dish without a recipe and limited pantry. This also means I can make good tasting food even if it doesn't look amazing.
It's at least amazing to my mom haha. She is always like 'I don't get how you come up with sfuff' when I slap something together. I didn't think it was a big deal but my mom can't cook without a recipe and my brother can't cook for anything.
You see brain drain when educated people leave an area. So does this lead to brain rot?
Honestly a great rule change. I know the posts you guys changed rhe rule over and they were definitely confusing and near impossible to engage.
I was super into psychology for a time. Even got my degree in it. But living with my mom and being her 'therapist' killed psychology for me. Any particular element of psychology you enjoy?
World of Warcraft, but I get burned out like clockwork hah. Anime falls into my interests though I don't just watch the same show over and over instead I watch a lot of the seasonal stuff. Then between seasons (so like we're in Winter 2024 currently then going to Spring 2024) I rewatch some of the shows I really enjoy. I like photography but I'm not into photo editing. Food is something that I'm really into even though I don't follow recipes typically and I don't have real training. Oh and I can't stand watching video tutorials on food.
I'm probably really weird in that my interests are all about me directly interacting with it instead of watching someone else interact with it.
Everyone can do some anxiety jutsu lol
My mom has brought it to my attention that I do hand motions when I'm stressing a convo with her. So now I'm aware of it at times. Kind of looks like I'm doing poor imitations of like Naruto hand jitsu stuff. Likely have some other stuff but I'm not aware of them.
lol Right right! Good nickname for them now :p
Ahh that makes sense. Looks like 'Wheels' is playing White Claws (think that's name) which had special deployment rules back in the day. Like they could come in off the short, ie non-deployment edge, section of the table.
Haha I used to reserve rush an IG army occasionally and this was definitely something that could happen. Either this pic/post is old or they never changed those rules because I haven't played in 10-12 years.
Why you always, and I mean ALWAYS, include some sort of non-edge entry unit. Drop pod(s), Valkeries, some kind of hover bike, etc.
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Sorry you feel like I'm arguing with them. But people telling me to 'go see a doctor' when I've already said I don't have any money isn't helpful. I'm also not going into every single fine detail of my health here so a lot of the suggestions are just not going to work. Also people keep saying 'be positive' or whatever and I can't make people see what I've said (since it was all stuff in guild/clan discords), but I've done the 'positive' thing and it ended up the same way. Though usually the positive thing ended with me feeling more alone. So yeah I'm sorry that all of the 'long thought out helpful advice' isn't really helpful to me. I was 'arguing' with people who were clearly not reading my original post when they jumped straight to 'go spend money on a doctor/therapist'.