Jeraxus

Anxiety, resting need, self esteem issues, trauma, headaches, need to keep my hands clean (and not touching anything clean if hands are dirty)

I talk with autistic mainly online, and online I unmask. So I'd say pretty poorly

Sometime it come ans last few years, then I don't care for my rotations for a certain time

Lego is the largest tire manufacturer (Oddly, even if it's my favorite fact it's not related to my SI)

Some store let you command online and ship it to you or let you pick up your command in drive (even without car).

In few country Lidl offer quiet evening (tuesday from 6pm to 8pm). There's probably other stores doing this

I've also heard a lot about loop earplug but never tested

I prepare a shopping list every time and stick to it to reduce the more I can the time I spend in the store.

Then let say all the suspecting and researching phase that lead to it

Quand les gens comprennent pas ils downvote? En fait je n'ai aucune idée de comment reformuler ça. L'idée c'était d'entendre des gens qui ont fait où qui sont en autodiagnostic pour me faire une idée des ressentis. (Je crois que c'est encore moins précis qu'en anglais)

I feel like anywhere else

No I want to know how it feel, how much time, which thoughts comes...

When I posted it the federation on my instance was broke so lemmy.world didn't get it. And now it work the post is old. I think I will retry this weekend

Mainly with my touch through musics by synesthesia.

But the best are with my vestibular system, the more I'm out of breathe the best it is.

"Someday I'd like to go where nobody knows what I am

And i'd like to be quiet quiet as i can

Maybe I'll be safer there where nobody knows what I am

And what i can do

While I wander the vacant streets of my mind"

Carnes by Ghost and Pals

(Unofficial reupload, TW: cannibalism)

I spend more time in my mind than in reality, I really relate to this character